MeMoriEs.....

Yesterday night.. before i slept.. i thought of something.. something that made me shared some tears..i do not noe why.. but suddenlly.. i felt that i miss someone SO MUCH until i cried..On the 13th February 2009... someone who is funny, helpfull, frenly and a HAPPY GO LUCKY WOMEN left me to the other world on her own..every single memories during that period was litterally running and running through my head again and again.... and of course. it is doing it agian.. running on my mind...

Madam Loke Kim Lan @ Loke Yoke Lan is that someone whom i miss... it wasn't a very pleasent 2009 year for her as 1st.. she was dignosed that she had a breast cancer...later.. on the 13 JANUARY 2009.. a mastectomy was done on her to remove her lump in her breast...after the operation...everyone was very happy and relieved..as the operation was VERY SUCCESSFUL!!! even when she woke up after her operation.. of course she was very tired.. but she was still speaking so loudly as ALWAYS..and also craving for her favourite FOOD!! esp her "FEI CHU YUK"(pigs fats) but of cause.. my father told her off telling her not to ask for those food after her operation as it is bad for her wound... so she obeyed and eat the food that she was allowed to eat only.. can u all imagine that?? isn't she just such a darling? or even such a cute, witty granny??

ahh... while typing memories are keep flowing into my mind AGAIN and AGAIN...as i mentioned earlier.. she did not have a pleasent 2009 year... many complications occur in her body...from healing to becoming worst and healing.. she was in the hospital for EXACTLY 1 month... and yes.. our family was in out in out the hospital for 1 month... every moment that happend in the hospital i still can remember CLEARLy.. and its really sad that all this just happends with ONE SNAP of ur finger..on 12 february... she went into coma...by that time.. everyone was super down.. as the doctor said that she;ll be a vege even if she recovers...our hearts are broken.. DASHED.. but we still hope that she could just WAKE up and tell us her last words..........but just too bad.. everything is over now... we do not noe wat happended.. wat was the caused.. or wat so ever....

typing this post.. really make me think back of the moment and nice time she gave my family and i...all the happiness and joyful moments... the times where she show her funny face... the time when she laughs.. the time when she jokes...... WHO ON EARTH WILL FORGET THAT???????!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! wat a pity.. you guys cant get to noe her..honestly speaking..its a lost not noeing her.. and it a complete pleasure for me to noe her.. of course.. now she already left us.. i do wish she is happy always where ever she is.. i also hope that she is free from suffering and danger...may she be as happy as she always is..

one message i would like to share with u all is.. PLEASE PLEASE do not neglect ur old folks that is still around..they might me slow in doing things or stubborn at times.. but its their RIGHT!!! they are older and we as the younger generations should obey and respect them.. one basic thing u guys can do is to just TALK to them.. its is FREE OF CHARGE!!! just spend ur time onli.. and it will make a difference.. they will definately be happy...just one word hi or bye is not good enough...it shuold be a proper conversation and the speeches should be in proper manner..

TRUST ME... you do not wan to regret.. for Us.. WE did not regret as we spend alot of time with our beloved GRANDMOTHER!! just one thing i regreted was that she did not tell us her last words..now.. i only left one grandfather..and obviously we sibblings will treasure him very well.. i hope u guys have the same thought as us.. and i;m sorry if i offended anyone.. just wanna say this for the last time.. blurt it out for the last time.. and i will not drop any more tears for this matter.. as WE ALL NOE SHE DO NOT WAN US TO BE LIKE THAT!!!!!!! just so you noe.. she did not pass away becuase of her breast cancer.. IT WAS HEALING!!!! just many complications that occur in her inner body...HAIZ...


Thats it.. felt so much better syaing it out.. one thing for sure.. if u have something that is bothering u or giving u extra stress.. find someone to talk to.. or even type it out if its nothing that is shy or personal... maybe this is abit personal.. but i;m proud to share with you that i have THE BEST GRAND MOTHER I"VE EVER HAD!!!!! she will really win that title though...


GRAND MA!!! WE ALL LOVE YOU!! YOU ARE THE BEST!!!! BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. MAY U BE FREE FROM SUFFERING!! SMILE ALWAYS.. WE NOE U CAN DO IT=D


all the best mates.. having phy test in 7 hours time.. gosh!! chow:D